Legs and Borders

Canterbury 25-Jan-2022 It’s that time again, just a couple of months left before my PCT journey will hopefully begin. Will I complete the trail? Or perhaps I will get injured a week into the hike and will have to bail or will I get mauled by a bear in the mountains :) Every story has it’s beginning but we rarely know the end, and that’s the beauty of it. I’m trying to lean into it and embrace the multitude of outcomes that might happen once I put my feet on the path of the Pacific Crest Trail. Getting out of the comfort zone became something I came to appreciate more over the years, it’s like an unexpected enjoyment of coffee flavour as an adult, when you thought of it as a disgusting drink as a child. Speaking of children, aren't we more keen (and reckless) to take risks when we are young, often even without realising it? The sheer joy of doing something exciting takes over and we just have fun, rather than ponder on what can go wrong, and what’s the pros and cons of doing it. So ...

I'm still internetically (just checked it and it's an actual word, yikes) here. Recent times brought back my teenage poetic mug back from the past, for better or worse I don't quite know yet, but as Kurt Vonnegut (not so famously) said:  “A writer is very fortunate in that he can cure himself every day, if he is able to write every day, he has done himself some sort of great psychological favor” So here it goes, two scriblings one in english and one in polish, feel free to over analyze if you happen to stumble upon them. Oh Hi Darkness (16.12.2021) Hey darkness Why serious so? Why so serious black. And cinematically inept. Hey darkness You make me questionable And dreadfully ambiguous When I take holiday snaps With you. Hey darkness I misplaced my keys Could you help me find them? Never mind. Hey darkness You ever thought that Your duel with matches is not fair? Even the sun won't stand a chance. Perhaps you should start picking on equal opponents,  Like time. Fkcjd ffj...

“Some people carefree, some anxious. The sword of Damocles for all”  Pierre Brossolette. Day 13 of the lockdown. Various conspiracy theories and theorists keep on popping up in conversations and social feeds, and there's no lack of ears listening to them at the moment. American's did it on purpose, no! it was Chinese with their bio-dis-information warfare, they are planning to take the world's lead! All is being shared, copied and pasted, looked at without any degree of skepticism. Who said that? What are the sources, evidence, proof? What are the reasons behind it? Why would those countries started such actions at the cost of their own people? At this point you can bring any fantastical theory to life without much of critique because people seem to be preoccupied with fear and confusion, easy pray for scaremongers. Watching BBC news for 2 minutes the other day gave me anxiety so strong I decided to avoid it altogether and only digest the news through reading it ...

Day 5 of the lockdown. People seem to adjust and accept the current situation and the atmosphere has slightly calmed down in anticipation for the next big update. Boris Johnson has been announced as infected with the virus yesterday, which is another confirmation of a common truth, in words of sociologist William Davies: " Save for whichever bunkers and islands the super-rich are hiding in, this epidemic does not discriminate on the basis of economic geography. " No matter how much money you have you can't escape being human, there's something eerily comforting in this statement. At 8pm on Thursday people opened their doorsteps, windows, gardens and balconies to thank NHS staff battling the spread of the virus with clapping and saluting. There are also many windows decorated with the pictures of rainbows as people trying to unite and stay positive during the isolation. I'm sure there will be other such signs and actions appearing in the future. The socia...

Day 3 of the Britain's lockdown and things are changing pretty rapidly especially in the social sphere, it's really interesting to watch. We are only allowed to go out twice a day (if not commuting to work) once to get our essential shopping done and second to exercise (ride the bike, jog on, or a have a walk).  While walking on the pavement and passing someone else, people (if not completely going to the other side of the road) are walking as far on the other side of the pavement as possible. Many people are wearing the masks, some goggles and gloves, and I even seen one guy wearing a police riot style helmet. There's plenty of people doing their daily  exercise  on the little paths around Canterbury (previously fairly empty) which is great. Weather seems to be kind to us since the lockdown, it has been absolutely beautiful for the last week. Interestingly there's a lot of older people going out for walks and I haven't spotted many families with kids or young adu...